hello are you out there?

i have so much to give? but are you willing to recieve?

pouring out love into the universe.  hoping some of it will come back. please.

is finding 12 people who would be willing to pay for $1800 worth of bodymind listening sessions for a whe year all at one time as a prepackage really so unreasonable??!!??

we all need connection.. connection through touch is an even rarer to find. and yet i know how to do that.

and no, we are not talking about anything sexual.. for that, you can just call up your local escort or prostitute. i even hear that they swx robots nowadays. sigh.

no..what i am talking about is far more important.

acceptance, allowance for you to be who you are. appreciation of your inner beauty.

getting to be held in a hug.
having someone put your hands on your back or on your arm or massaging your feet or hands or cranium while you talk with them. 

i uswd to be a massage therapist but am no longer certified or license so can no longer charge for a traditonal massage.
so there is no massage table or chair.  its just you being you..
and having someone listen to you with the power  of touch.. or if you arent comfortable being touched.. just with the healing power of listening and connection and acceptance.

i am not a counselor or a therapist . 
just a listener.  a companion.
somebody who cares.

somebody who has so much to give.
but i also need to pay the bills and the mortgage. so i would need your help back with that in return for all that i have to give.
i used to give it eveything i have to.give for free.. and often still do bc people often take advantage of what i have to give.and take witbout giving anything back.

but i do need to be valued too. Please.

Please.

  please i, too, need to be allowed  to be able to pay the bills, too, please. This is my gift to you but i sincerely hope you will appreciate it enough to allow me to keep our roof over our head and the utilities paid for, thank you please.

please.

Originally written May 2019
Updated May 2019