inner wisdom
Half joking/half serious the kind of people is like to meet are clients .. bc in my world, good friends would be good clients if they could afford it and good clients also would be the best of friends with us . And these days, I think I am starting to believe that the person I am most likely to fall in love with and open myself up to would most likely be a soul who has been willing to be financially kind to my family. Its just something Ive started to notice about myself that those folks who have cared about our financial survival and freedom to do our dream seems to be the folks I am far more okay with giving up my precious resting time for... These days I am so exhausted by Moms dementia and the loss of our home, that I find it exhausting to be around people who just want my family's time and energy for nothing in return.. but that those who offer us even the tiniest bit of mental freedom with small tokens of being able to help support ourselves..those friends who want us to be able to have that sort of financial freedom with no strings attached - those are the friends who I tend to label as utterly priceless and to be taken are of.....
In some magical fantasy dream world, yes sure we would love for you to have the money to be a backer in helping to save our properties to help transform them into regenerative land that both teaches and helps to create an abundant oasis for both those who help out on the land but also to others who are in need.., sure that's be nice......
Buttttt my family & i also wish to find souls that we can help out in our own small way from way over here in our own little mini world.
I hope you will let us encourage you in your own dream and get to stay friends with you over the years... :)
I believe we were put across each other's pathway for a reason.
That we were meant to help each other out in some way or another.
yes sure, we want to save our family's land & pray that we will find a relationship with someone who will allow us to keep being able to live in our home and do our projects
but our family as a family unit likes to be allowed to help others to heal and feel safe as well...
We believe in inner wisdom & patience. We believe in communication & empathy & active listening & body listening
We want to be allowed to use our skills and knowledge to be of service to you
Do you ever feel like you just need to mentally hugged and loved, even if you are not being hugged physically?
It may be awhile before I feel fully safe and secure and empowered again to hug people in person again, but mentally hugs are amazing as well!
Right now though what I hope for is friendships whom I CAN feel safe with.. and where I know we can mutually be of help to one another.
People we can trust to help us keep our dreams safe, who will accept us and love us as we are!,who will encourage us to do our projects, Who will reassurance and delight in our silliness & learning.
And who will let us help them in exchange for helping us in some of the ways we need help with as well.
A mutual exchange of help in each other's goals.
#June2026 #june #2026
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